Saturday
12:05am
1205
#81
So its been a while since I last posted..
so yeah, I took the resits of Adv. CN and Adv. DBM, andddd passed
results released during my internship / industrial training,
BAIT305C Industrial Training
at Finexus Sdn. Bhd.
forgot when was the results released, but I rmb being feeling yessssss, accomplished!!! no fail!! xD
so yeah
Internship in Finexus was a-ok, under supervisor TC , like to call him Kataro (informal of course)
training for fieldpool 3, develop screens for Chequeworks
(cheque truncation solution)
did monthly reports, emailed it to Ms. Pua
got hired as a permanent staff at July, now going through probation period..
few friends were working there, Hiew CF, Goh SL, Goh TH, Lee CK, too bad they all resigned (for reasons), and they all went their separate ways, all the best to them!
after getting hired, was transferred to another project, 3D Secure 2.0
under Soo,
(same as existing which was a security protocol for certain transactions, except this time adding more data for security purposes)
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I would like to think that if someone were mentally weak or suicidal, that person would have done so, if that person went through what I went through in 2014, the physical pain, the mental damage, the feeling of sadness, hopelessness, emo
before that, I always think 2011 was the worst year of my life, due to that disease,
after 2014 and recovery, I always think 2014 was the worst year of my life..
though it did taught me a lot of stuffs, kinda opened up my eyes, make me more mature..
nowadays, sometimes I feel like I'm "dead inside"...
I dont know
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of course, hoped I can pass the industrial training , and can continue to work (need money to survive)
hope the convocation is in Feb 2019, so can settled it asap
12:24am
Saturday
18 August 2018