Thursday, October 24, 2019

2019-Update: Part III [24-October-2019]

24-October-2019
Thursday

01:01am
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#84

for the first time ever in my life, I fainted (black out)
wow!

life and event as normal, but today, during the bus ride, I fainted!
maybe I should jot the occurrence before I forget!

in the RapidKL bus 250, I was standing there, in my usual spot, suddenly I had a stomachache, then I was like.. tahan *saying what the hell in my mind* then I just remember my head drop, thats the last thing I remember, before I regain consciousness.. I had no idea what happened when I lost consciousness.. but I think the guy behind me was lifting me, I opened my eyes, I stand back up, then the girl infront me hand out some sort of snack bar to me, in that while I was still blur and I have the sensation of wanna puke (like holding something back in throat but it wanna come out as you cough)

then they just asked me to have a seat.. the auntie there surrendered her seat and gave me.. so I sat.. a bunch of dialogue.. then a "wind oil".. then following events occurred as normal on an working weekday.. wow never thought I would faint, I've seen people faint before.. now me, I did not expect that, I did not see it coming.

somehow this faint  incident makes me think back my surgery back at 2014.. how the medical officer gave me the anesthesia before I black out for surgery.. the last sentence she said to me was "alright, you're gonna pass out, dont fight it, just relax"..
the last thing I remember this time was stomachache lol

I told my colleague most of it.. he said, since I didnt take the girl's snack bar, I actually rejected her lol, well people that know I fainted, some asked me to see a doctor, do a body check-up..
well Im not sure, I actually wanted to do that for a while, but didnt.. maybe soon-ish? Lol
well most likely sudden low blood pressure? or just unfortunate timing of bad body position that cuts off the oxygen supply lol.. I read that fainting is a survival mechanism where the body detects the oxygen level in blood is low and it shuts down the non-vital organs and direct resources to vital organs (yea its right, we can be not-conscious but still alive)
or its just "Postural Syncope" as I was standing.. but that's my usual day anyway.. since day one.. why faint now.. hmmmm

oh well

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today watched "Terminator: Dark Fate", personally I felt it more impact-ful than the previous two installment.. I wonder if this will be the last performance of Arnold as the terminator.. 

*btw I found out that the sensation that you wanna faint after standing up from a sitting/kneeling positionis called "Orthostatic Hypotension", yes I sometimes have that too


01:27am

Thursday

24-October-2019

Saturday, October 12, 2019

2019-Update: Part II [12-October-2019]

12-October-2019
Saturday

01:31am
0131


#83

short sequel

so today, a peculiar thing happened when I was at Setapak Central.
as usual, I left office, ride the RapidKL bus,
drop at Setapak Central, went to Ah Cheng Laksa to eat dinner (Pan Mee actually)

went to F.O.S to buy the promo 3 for Rmxx, the peculiar thing happened after I left FOS and went to Bata store to buy a new pair of formal/office shoes (as my current one is in a shit condition and got a hole), I was looking and touching some shoes, this dude walks up to and say something, I couldn't hear it as I'm wearing my earbuds listening my music.. but I noticed, so I paused my music (at the same time this dude walks away), so I continued my looking-at-the-shoes.. then this dude comes back and asks me "do you have psycho issues?" *his hand doing the finger-going-round pointing his head gesture* something like that.. and I just said no.. he walks off again.. and I continue again.. then he comes back again and tells me "people like you wear like this to be seen, [something like pointing my clothes, my bag]", I forgot his first sentence but this is the last sentence and the point..
and I was like.. ?????
[this is my Friday looks]
so I just said "I'm just trying to buy a shoe, whats the problem? har?"
*raising my volume on the har part lol*
and the dude just walks off
*with his hand doing takmau/nothing gesture*

even though a simple thing, it made me think.. maybe a bit much
when's the last time I buy a formal/office shoe? I came out here again and then met with this..
after I went home, I finally thought of a better response that I should have said..
[as usual for quiet people like me, also the meme)]

*censored*

also he's wearing clothes, so maybe I should have ask him to take if off, if you think wearing clothes is to be seen, then you are doing it too

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okay, now for the update, 
work as usual, did some task here and there, then seat rearrangement
thought people might move yesterday (Friday) but nope, I think its the coming Monday..
entire Chequeworks team sit together in two row 

spent some time and effort for the liquipedia dota2 pages.. 200 days now.. 165 more to go.. [for the achievement xD]

got some movies that I said I maybe will watch in theater, but I didnt
not until that movie "47 Meters Down: Uncaged (2019)" with dickson and the gang.. 
after couple weeks
watched "Rambo: Last Blood (2019)" with dickson and his gang
watched "Joker (2019)" after work, controversy on whether it will cause violence :think:

colleague went to Langkawi for vacation, pan mee auntie [my lunch place] also tells me to take a vacation.. well my colleague goes to vacation with buddies.. who can I go with? alone would seem wasteful.. cause I would not know what to do and just chill at indoor [like how I joked to my colleague stay at hotel room and order McD or room service x)]

some stuff is in my head but I just couldn't take it off to here..

*btw Im coughing for two weeks now [I was sick prior]


02:15 am

Saturday 

12-October-2019