Wednesday, December 11, 2013

well ~ [Wednesday 11 December 2013]

11 December 2013
Wednesday
4:24pm      1623

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well 0,0

as usual, it's been months since my last entry ~
and of course a LOT has happened... really a LOT ! Lol 

since my last entry was in mid of September..
I'll try to recall what I remember..

erhem...
new sem started in that month... Sem 5/ Year 2 Sem 2 ~~
GUI
Maths
IS stuffs
OS 
comp network ~ 

some quite difficult for me to learn.. maybe because I'm too lazy to learn it lol
I dunno ~ anyway I'll try my best of course ~

October -- 
ohor! the month that I was finally diagnosed with a disease..
known as..
"Cavernous Malformation" AKA "Cavernoma"
simply said, a malformation of blood vessel..
it can locate any part in the human body, but commonly found in the brain
and my case was in the head
near the 'fluid system' that provide fluid to my brain

first I was hospitalized in Pantai Ipoh ~
did MRI scan, CT scan, EEG, blablabla lol
hospitalized for 1 week...
missed 1 week of class ~
everything seems normal to me.. been assigned to 2 doctors
Dr. Katherine and Dr. Tan
was an unknown disease to them at first...
hospitalized, test and scan 1 by 1
then they guesses it was an AVM.. but then further scan they determined it was a Cavernoma ~
did the diagnosis only ~
final bill costs around RM 7k ~ lol
good thing covered by my insurance ~

the insurance and payment thing took quite a while to settle though.. hours then days =.=
returned to class ~ submit MC to office ~ blablabla
unable to concentrate well.. been thinking non-stop about these stuffs ~ @.@
until November, mum took me to UMSC ~ University Malaya Specialist Center ~
the best place in Malaysia ~

met with Dr. Vickneswaran Matheswaran ~ yeap... sounds like a female doctor to me..
but it was a male lol ~ Dr. Vicky for short..
I called him V ~ haha
1 look !! that's all he need... then he's able to determine the result from the MRI images...
he first took 1 and said it was an Venous Angioma ~
then saw another one, said it was a Cavernoma...
so I have both.. common thing.. associated ~
then he said he's confident there's a 2nd Cavernoma and highly likely a 3rd ~ 0,0
my mind was just.. wow -,-

a 'beautiful' case.. that's what he said... lol
1st and 2nd Cavernoma is near to the surface.. so its easier to remove...
and the 3rd is deeper.. not easy not hard... middle middle difficulty lol
good thing they are all one an alignment.. can 1 shot remove them all ~

after weeks ~ final date for surgery made.. 25 January 2014
after my Sem 5 final exam, and before the coming CNY ~
said entire process would be not more than 30k, around 20-24k
need to deposit 15k ~
well.. ~ Lol

so ~ did GUI assignment 1.. MIS assignment and presentation last week ~
still got few stuffs coming ~
also been OS mid-term test 1 & 2, lab test 1 & 2..
mid-term test 1, I didn't study ... so I didn't know how to do lol :(
but mid-term test 2 was easier for me because I studied lol

oppositely lab test 1 was easy for me.. MS-DOS ~
but lab test 2 was nono  for me -,- Ubuntu terminal ~
coming up is Maths assignment and GUI assignment 2 ~
I am afraid.. afraid I kena bar leh -,-
the maths.... I think I absent 3 times liao ~
that particular day... somehow I turned on my phone's blocking mode... so no alarm...
slept until noon lol ~ class was at morning ~

but then tried to replace it on Friday...that day was Wednesday...
then again alternate thing happen again...slept until noon again....
shit.....................................................................
pray :( pray

lately something happened.... something....
simply said... involve someone else... (singular)
that's it ~
though there is always no privacy for most stuffs ~ lol

so I had a mission.. a goal.. a vision.. whatever stuff
just hope to achieve it.. to successfully did it... before the time comes..
just hope....

so ~
pray and hope....
right...

actually I started wrote this entry yesterday.. but stopped halfway ~
today continued  ~

4:47pm
Wednesday
11 December 2013

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