"accident" =3= [Wednesday 09 January 2013]

10 January 2013
Thursday
03:01am

#19

woke up this AFTERNOON around 2:35pm =3=
set alarm at 10am, again ended up the sleep-wake cycle..lol
woke up ~ prep ~ food
then internet ~ nothing much ~
then take photo ~ passport size photos

esshhh my photos look like a woman actually =3=
then didn't have dinner ~ as I'm gonna hang out with Thurston ~
1 year + didn't meet him le ~
fetched him at his home nearby ~ Lol
he gave me his address but I googled map it and its located somewhere,
I went there and ended there a ghostly neighborhood lol creepy freaky
in the end fetch him at nearby ~

dinner at the usual Jusco (Aeon) ~ watched a movie 'CZ12' (2012) ~
not bad...quite good :)
ended ~ fetched him home ~ lives a solitary life..wow
pity him..his house so big..so nice..but live alone..his family stuffs..

as I was out Jusco..and on a stop-turn...I hit a car infront >.<
that P sticker distracted me..haiz...but luckily impact force small only..
but the damage was..well..car driver is a uncle..lucky he was friendly to me...
his car only got a few scratches..but my ride =3= the signal light, the headlight, the bumper
he said he'll get car wash and see tmr if can make it back normal..
he didn't say if cant...just gave him my phone number..
oh my my...only use cellophane tape from Thurston stick the bumper =.=

1st time..since I got my license in 2011..
i'm so moody...like..fuq me..
I'm so so sorry to my brother..my father...haiz...
think back..bad things keep on happen on me...
when is it gonna stop...thought it's gone...left it at 2012...
it followed me..followed me back Ipoh as well...
not a good start for 2013...not a good start for my sem break..
T_T

1 by 1...I've lost what I gained in 2012....
now 2013..started with this...fck mann....
:'( haihhh haizz sigh....

"If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill

03:23am

Thursday
10 January 2013

2nd Sem.B Begins [Tuesday 08 January 2013]

09 January 2013

Wednesday

02:47am

#18

today thought of waking up early..lol

set alarm at 9am, ended up the wake-sleep cycle again ~

until 1.45pm =3=

woke up, oh fuq -.- so late 

but..I dream again...6th times in 8 day's sleep...

then usual routines ~ got used to so much I forgot that I already prepared to leave today -.-

internet ~ packed all my stuffs...pack pack pack

then went McD Taman Melati's, ATM next door, 

prosperity meal (chicken) for lunch ~ 14.3 -.- just for 1 person..myself..lol

then walk back to pv5 home ~ grab my luggage ~

ride cab to melati lrt station ~ ride lrt to KL central ~

during these time..I think back a lot of things...and a lot of other things...

suddenly felt myself so solitary -.- .... but dont compare me with beggars or people from other country -.-

like I'm 'I Am Legend' ~

reached KL central ~ buy ticket..6pm ~

then had a look at the MPH book fair ~ my my so hot !! 

bought 2 things, a block notepad and a quotes notepad ~ 

then ride train back ipoh ~ 

during the train ride, not sleepy at all ~ 

just watch the Tv there ~ 'Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows' (2011)

damn so lonely =3= no other passenger around me..no one to talk, no one to text...

reached Ipoh around 8.35pm ~

Kian fetch me ~

then went to Ipoh Garden East pasar malam ~ bought 'wo beng' ~

been a long time ~ finally home, not change a bit ~ haha

do those stuffs ~ eat eat eat ~ unpack unpack unpack ~

then watched the movie 'End of Watch' (2012) ~ nice movie...good story..excellent

almost 3am le..gotta sleep soon ~

just gonna accept whatever's coming

"Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough." - T.S. Eliot

03:13am

Wednesday

09 January 2013

2nd Sem F.E Over [Monday 07 January 2013]

08 January 2013
Tuesday
01:20am

#17

paused ~
set alarm at 9am, ended up waking-sleeping-waking-sleeping until 11am ~
final revision of Marketing.. + internet ~
ride bus college ~
again final look look at canteen 2 toilet outside..then college hall outside..
and there it goes...final paper for me ~
ABDT 2153 Introduction to Marketing

erm...not very bad..not ok also..lol between them...
but of coz..hope can pass >.<
went to Gk, paid digi postpaid bill ~ 160 lol ~
and feast at Kfc ~ the what what krush sucks..no good!
went back college, went back home ~

and there on..nothing..just nothing ~
sweep floor blablabla ~ nothing to do..
completely empty...alone..lonely...
thought of going back Ipoh on Wednesday..
but now considering to back on Tuesday...
there's nothing here left for me...nothing...

perhaps tomorrow (Tuesday) gonna wake up earlier..
maybe go Gk Kfc for one last feast...and have a walk around..
then gonna head back ~ head to KL central and buy ticket..
then ride train ~ back home ipoh...

hahhhh....exam's over..it's sem break...everyone's happy...
but I don't feel it..I don't have the feel to happy..I'm not...
what I gained in 2012...I lost it in 2012..as well...
just hope 2013..things that I lost...I can get it back..I really wish to..
now..after my scheduled "plan" is done..I have no idea what's gonna happen anyway..
I'm completely aimless for now..but I made my own mission statement lol
still...I still..

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase." - Martin Luther King, Jr

01:36am

Tuesday
08 January 2013

notezzz [Sunday 06 January 2013]

07 January 2013
Monday
02:34am

#16

well..still altering ~
today woke up around 11am, then snooze the alarm and again again ~
again the alarm dunno what problem wont off =3=
ended up waking around 1:30pm..
againnn..I dream again...that's 5th time in 6 day's sleep....

usual routines ~ around 4pm started writing notes again ~
gotta study this marketing subject >.<
last paper..tomorrow (Monday)
did headache a while ~ but whatever ~
write write write write...then around 6pm Hoong and sis came ~
around 6.30pm went out for dinner ~
duhh did he purposely ordered my fried rice to be spicy =.=

around 8pm back home ~
continue continue continue ~
memorize memorize memorize ~
then ate supper..cook noodles ~ around 12.15am ~
for the last time..as no more noodles and I'm not planning to buy more..

gonna change my lifestyle again soon...
a little while..
still...still...

gotta go back Ipoh on Wednesday..planned to buy train ticket at Tuesday ~
then gotta renew my passport ~
then meet up with hoehoe them ~
then off to Thailand at 15~20..
and back ~ then I have no plans afterward...aimless in that week..

uhhh tomorrow gonna last paper...must memorize all my needs >.<
good luck to myself

"Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world" - Nelson Mandela

02:47am

Monday
07 January 2013

notesss [Saturday 05 January 2013]

05 Janaury 2013
Saturday
06:13pm

#15

well...altering ~
had 2 paper on Friday ~
AEMS 2032 Hubungan Etnik  and AAMS1423 Calculus and Algebra ~
didn't had enough time to study for HE...got study bit..but sleepy -.-
thought of napping a while..but can't..sleep deep le..
and dream..lol woke up almost late!! rush a bit and went for it ~
did it..not really bad..hope can pass it..don't wish to resit again =.=

then went CITC and revise calculus with others ~
revise revise revise..learned many..but don't know why no confident.. :(
haizzz...and calculus paper...stuffs that I know are quite different or didn't came out...
gonna fail again haiz....haizzzz....sure resit this paper again..
finished went home ~ last paper on Monday ~ marketing!!

'friend' back lol ~
next up, marketing paper, ipoh, passport photo, passport, meet up with bros, meet up with cousin ~
then thailand..and so on ~
enjoyed that sleep :)
dream again...4th time in 5 day's sleep..in 2013..

this morning..woke at around 11..lol
alarm woke me ~ yung went out ~ and somehow my alarm like 'hang' jor -.-
can't off it ~ Lol ~ slept back ~ and finally woke back at 1:45pm ~
usual routines ~ gonna start revise marketing soon ~
watched back 'Taken 2' (2012)..

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney

06:34pm

Saturday
05 January 2013

erm? [Thursday 03 January 2013]

04 January 2013
Friday
12:19am

#14

erm...hiiii ~ Lol
well...I'm being spontaneous now.. ~
so on Tuesday night, tried to study PIS..but couldn't..
at that night..I cried..againn..gosh..
couldn't even study a bit...then only can memorize a little..and little
ate supper and felt sleepy...just slept then around 4.30am...until 7am...
dafuq...no time to study liao....
head to college...final look at the notes..
AACS1143 Principles of Information Systems

after finish..guess what..I was like...fck..
99% sure gonna fail...haiz...gotta resit again..hope next sem can resit and pass it..
then had lunch at TBR, and had Calculus revision at CITC with Chi Fung teaching..thanks
he taught me a lot!! really thanks!! :)

was gonna go again today..but complications -.-
just as I went down and head to bus stop..I forgot that I was wearing slipper -.-
and just as I was heading to the bus..the bus just goes away without waiting me..
and I was like....fuq whatever...and went to 99 Speed Mart to shop..
did some chores and others ~ dinner went to eat at GK with Hoong ~
and ate Chau Tau Fu at pasar malam Sri Rampai ~

gonna start my revision later..
gotta revise my HE and Calculus..
2 paper incoming...
goshhh...I hope I won't sleepy again....
HE at morning, Calculus at afternoon ~

"Failure is success if we learn from it." - Malcolm Forbes

12:28am

Friday
04 January 2013

well.. [Tuesday 01 January 2013]

01 January 2013
Tuesday
10:19pm

#13

erhem..first of all
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
it's 2013 !!!! 2012 is no more!!

so what has happened? absented for couple days...was I too busy? too 'party'?
the answer is....no....
so..where shall I begin with?
let's go with the good 1st
yesterday ~ 31 December 2012
went to countdown with VegeFruit group ~
Erina, Mango, Samantha, Sheryn, Caryn, Potato and me ~
1st went to Sam's house ~ gathered up with others then hit the road to Ah Ma tongsui ~
and bought snacks and drinks and alcohols too ~
packet couple of it and went to Prima's swimming pool side to countdown ~
man I was so 'rush' to drink the alcohol...guess I forgot the fact about it..
if you drink it fast..you'll get drunk faster
compared to those that drinks more but slower ~
and so I was kinda little drunk..lol but seriously I'm fine -.-
they so worried that I lost control ~ Lol I'm still in control and fine ~
at the end went to Sam's house to overnight ~

after we reach Sam's house...I already felt it coming and I vomited on the front-right gate floor..
of course felt a lot better after vomiting..went to the toilet for couple minutes..

today woke up at Sam's house around 11pm..I slept at around 6am again..lol ~
woke up..not long then gotta go home le ~
backed home didn't do anything but internet ~
tomorrow Principles of Information Systems..yet I still didn't study anything ~
lol later gonna study..it will be a sleepless night again ~
dinner with Yung at dunno what mamak place like de lol ~
gonna start study soon..

"Come live in my heart, and pay no rent." - Samuel Lover

10:58pm

Tuesday
01 January 2013