Wednesday, December 11, 2013

well ~ [Wednesday 11 December 2013]

11 December 2013
Wednesday
4:24pm      1623

#53

well 0,0

as usual, it's been months since my last entry ~
and of course a LOT has happened... really a LOT ! Lol 

since my last entry was in mid of September..
I'll try to recall what I remember..

erhem...
new sem started in that month... Sem 5/ Year 2 Sem 2 ~~
GUI
Maths
IS stuffs
OS 
comp network ~ 

some quite difficult for me to learn.. maybe because I'm too lazy to learn it lol
I dunno ~ anyway I'll try my best of course ~

October -- 
ohor! the month that I was finally diagnosed with a disease..
known as..
"Cavernous Malformation" AKA "Cavernoma"
simply said, a malformation of blood vessel..
it can locate any part in the human body, but commonly found in the brain
and my case was in the head
near the 'fluid system' that provide fluid to my brain

first I was hospitalized in Pantai Ipoh ~
did MRI scan, CT scan, EEG, blablabla lol
hospitalized for 1 week...
missed 1 week of class ~
everything seems normal to me.. been assigned to 2 doctors
Dr. Katherine and Dr. Tan
was an unknown disease to them at first...
hospitalized, test and scan 1 by 1
then they guesses it was an AVM.. but then further scan they determined it was a Cavernoma ~
did the diagnosis only ~
final bill costs around RM 7k ~ lol
good thing covered by my insurance ~

the insurance and payment thing took quite a while to settle though.. hours then days =.=
returned to class ~ submit MC to office ~ blablabla
unable to concentrate well.. been thinking non-stop about these stuffs ~ @.@
until November, mum took me to UMSC ~ University Malaya Specialist Center ~
the best place in Malaysia ~

met with Dr. Vickneswaran Matheswaran ~ yeap... sounds like a female doctor to me..
but it was a male lol ~ Dr. Vicky for short..
I called him V ~ haha
1 look !! that's all he need... then he's able to determine the result from the MRI images...
he first took 1 and said it was an Venous Angioma ~
then saw another one, said it was a Cavernoma...
so I have both.. common thing.. associated ~
then he said he's confident there's a 2nd Cavernoma and highly likely a 3rd ~ 0,0
my mind was just.. wow -,-

a 'beautiful' case.. that's what he said... lol
1st and 2nd Cavernoma is near to the surface.. so its easier to remove...
and the 3rd is deeper.. not easy not hard... middle middle difficulty lol
good thing they are all one an alignment.. can 1 shot remove them all ~

after weeks ~ final date for surgery made.. 25 January 2014
after my Sem 5 final exam, and before the coming CNY ~
said entire process would be not more than 30k, around 20-24k
need to deposit 15k ~
well.. ~ Lol

so ~ did GUI assignment 1.. MIS assignment and presentation last week ~
still got few stuffs coming ~
also been OS mid-term test 1 & 2, lab test 1 & 2..
mid-term test 1, I didn't study ... so I didn't know how to do lol :(
but mid-term test 2 was easier for me because I studied lol

oppositely lab test 1 was easy for me.. MS-DOS ~
but lab test 2 was nono  for me -,- Ubuntu terminal ~
coming up is Maths assignment and GUI assignment 2 ~
I am afraid.. afraid I kena bar leh -,-
the maths.... I think I absent 3 times liao ~
that particular day... somehow I turned on my phone's blocking mode... so no alarm...
slept until noon lol ~ class was at morning ~

but then tried to replace it on Friday...that day was Wednesday...
then again alternate thing happen again...slept until noon again....
shit.....................................................................
pray :( pray

lately something happened.... something....
simply said... involve someone else... (singular)
that's it ~
though there is always no privacy for most stuffs ~ lol

so I had a mission.. a goal.. a vision.. whatever stuff
just hope to achieve it.. to successfully did it... before the time comes..
just hope....

so ~
pray and hope....
right...

actually I started wrote this entry yesterday.. but stopped halfway ~
today continued  ~

4:47pm
Wednesday
11 December 2013

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

The Fox [17 September 2013]

17 September 2013
Tuesday
9:23 pm    2123

#52

ok ~
so...
just few few days ago ~
Kian showed me this The Fox song by Ylvis..
actually quite funny and good hahahaha
its Norwegian band ~
checked out their other songs too ~ not bad
but 'The Fox' and 'Stonehenge' are my favourite from them hahaha

also today is the first time I heard it on Hitz.fm ~

wanted to renew my IC today ~
turns out coloured hair cannot lol
my hair dyed colour ~ so cannot
must black hair ~ Lol
what a waste I've come and how come I didn't know ishhhh :(
tried to look for black spray all-over...
all saloon in "gai cheong" also dont have..
either no sell or dont have black colour lol
mission failed haha

at least half success...
forged a new spec today ~
rm150 ~ didn't ask how many degree though
perhaps I'll ask when I collect my spec ~

probably tomorrow or the day after tomorrow meet dentist ~
at Hospital Pantai Puteri ~ the usual place

lol just helped a friend that doesn't understand Chinese language translate..
as he gave me a sentence of Pin Yin....
and its a racism statement...
I speculate he's probably playing Dota 2 lol ~ and some other ppl shoot racism comment...

so there comes a time...whether to tell the truth or the fake?


"Learning to trust is one of life's most difficult tasks." - Isaac Watts


9:45pm   2145
Tuesday
17 September 2013

Thursday, September 12, 2013

unknown #99.9 [12 September 2013]

12 September 2013
Thursday
2:07am    0227

#51

alright, been  1 week plus since my last entry ~
actually wanted to update, but due to "obstacle" and I can't ~


lately seen Riddick ~ a good movie, its a follow-up the the Riddick franchise ~
seen it at least 3 times in theaters Lol ~ might see it again ~ who knows haha

been living a inactive lifestyle lately lol ~
not exercising my body, even not getting out of this house ~ 
or just unhealthy-ly eat McDonalds few times in few days ~ 
but, planning to change all that ~ gonna sweat my body and pump it up again ~ 
like it use to be lol ~ (I've been talking about this for a long time)

priority first, 
forge a new glass for my eye, 
meet a dentist to fix my teeth,
meet a doctor soon to fix my palsy right hand..
but soon will also need to renew my shoes lol ~
that's it for now, anyway lets not rush, achieve it one by one ~

also lately got induced 'horror' by mom's car, lol 
battery almost die out I suppose,
engine dying out suddenly during on the road lol
scenario: when engine suddenly dies out, steering becomes rock-heavy, other car behind you, can't turn left or right lol, only straight but there's a house infront, only to break and turn on the emergency lights ~
and people are curiously looking lol ~

congratulations to my brother Kian for finally graduating and achieving his Diploma status ~
been a journey but you made it! :) 
my results (main campus) out on 24 september ~ after I started my class, as usual ~

also why the L size of FIT addict and AsiansAtWork shirts by Jinnyboy is larger than the L size of Abuden?!
:( looks a bit stupid on me...'so big'

ps: dislike the habit of my father for "fast-forward" the time, its only 2:16am on my clock, yet he states almost 3am lol ~ dude, 45 minutes is a huge difference when it come to the thing I'm doing or exam haha

"In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure." - Bill Cosby

2:21am  0221

Thursday
12 September 2013

Monday, September 2, 2013

blablablab [02 September 2013]

02 September 2013
Monday
2:20am 0220

#50


ok nothing to state, ~ byebye

lol actually not...
actually maybe quite a bit..
read my own last post,
so continue from what I remembers 0.0


so after CSA was Database exam,
Database exam actually was easier than CSA..lol
then Business...urhhh still remember that day memorize all Business theories ~
for like 10++ hours lol (total-up)
then the final sub was OOP Java ~ still OK
have confidence to pass them all...

I just hope I at least obtain a pass..
that's all I request..I request no more than that lol
but of course if I obtain more than that, I will like "why didn't do this? why that? could have high marks"
but whatever ~~

arhhh after Exam, sure relaxing
nowadays nothing to do ~
just sleeping and downloading songs ~ phasing out my old 128 bit rate with 320 bit rate ~ lol
of coz the size is bigger but I'll take it ~


thinking to going back Ipoh since few days ago ~
and my eagerness pumped up when I find back the old song "Ipoh Mali" by Point Blanc ~
after hearing that song, kinda think back my old times ~
especially those scenes in the video that contain my neighborhood ~
around that field ~ the area that I used to walk with my dog (Billy)


actually come to thought of it, almost all Ipoh Kaki knew the term "Ipoh Mali"
because of Point Blanc ~ hopes this 'legend' continues haha
its a good thing ~


after back Ipoh, will sure see dentist ~
get my tooth fixed ASAP >.<
and blabla

"You know what your problem is, it's that you haven't seen enough movies - all of life's riddles are answered in the movies." - Steve Martin


02:35am    0235

Monday
02 September 2013

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

post-CSA exam [20 August 2013]

20 August 2013
Tuesday
06:41 pm  1841

#49

well today finally ended my CSA exam ~
AACS 3064 Computer Systems Architecture ~
thought of it not bad..
have confidence to at least pass...
dunno why a lot of other people saying they're fear of failing ~

oh well ~
somehow today there is a moment where I suddenly got so uncomfortable
and my temper is so high and bad ~ no mood at all
almost shouted at other guys for being so noisy and smacking the table as they're playing games ~

I took leak at the can and bought an ice-cream from 7-11 ~
Lol
it really did ease my temper and get my mood back to normal ~
I dunno man ~ maybe the walk made me feel better ~
i really dunno -.- whatever ~

anyway looks like a lot of new movies dl is coming soon...
good quality and not good quality ~

currently at CC [Tron, opposite my condo PV15]
gonna head home soon ~
and start prepping for Database exam ~
gotta simplify the notes by referring the those past year question ~

only slept like 2 hours in the last 34 hours ~ lol
well I'm still awake and not sleepy ~ unlike that time during IS exam (before and after) lol ~

anyway ~ blablablablabla


"Have patience. All things are difficult before they become easy." - Saadi

6:51pm  1851

Tuesday
16 August 2013

Friday, August 16, 2013

4th Sem Final Exam Begins [Thursday 15 August 2013]

16 August 2013
Friday
01:43am

#48

erhem...well ~

today marks the beginning of my final exam ~
AACS 2183 Analysis and Design of IS
OK for me...gave it my best shot...
thought I have confidence to pass, there's like a question that I dont have enough time to do :(
well ~

tomorrow (Friday) will revise CSA at library ~ with our tutor Wallace haha
gonna start doing final notes (summary) for other subs as well ~
busy busy mode coming soon ~

today also marks the first time I hon someone ~ Lol
after having 20 months ++ P license ~ finally hon someone ~
before this I only hon during reaching junction in fast speed to warn possible incoming vehicle ~
well normally other people who stopped at the road will at least move aside or try to give space to those vehicles behind to pass..but this auntie no do ooo lol ~ was like stopped there..then forward slowly, and I'm on the other lane going to intercept and you're there ~ ish

dont know this sem break will stay in KL or go back Ipoh ~
but most probably will go back Ipoh ~~ to go find 1Malaysia dentist lol ~
gotta fix and blablabla ~

also this sem pass like quick man...now mid-August liao ~ soon finish sem 4, and begins sem 5 at September ~~
haih still afraid I can't graduate on time....4 failed subs......PIS, Pre-Calculus, Calculus, Probability ~~~~
PIS is a 99% re-sit for next sem liao...and 1 other sub ~ just scare that last sem resit 2 subs will fail at least one >.< ~~~ if it did happened..have to drag.......waste a long time ~

anyway ~ god bless and good luck to myself and those other people ^^

"Change is the end result of all true learning." - Leo Buscaglia


01:59am

Friday
16 August 2013

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

hiatus [Wednesday 31 July 2013]

31 July 2013
Wednesday
01:42am

#47

wow...
been hiatus for like 4 months lol ~
of course, a super hyper duper lot has happened ~ haha

living at Pv 15 ~
and dunno blar blar blar blar long story lol ~

anyway ~ final exam is nearing ~
having presentation for IS soon ~
and need to think queries for database ~
and study hard for java quiz ~

birthday just past yesterday ~ (30 July)
not much happening lol ~
well..whatever..no effect on me haha ~
coming to August soon ~
1 year liao ~ so fast hahahahaha ~

few days ago watched 'The Wolverine' (2013) ~ at leisure mall gsc ~
1st time experience 7.1 cinema haha ~ not bad..quite good and awesome ^_^

my opinion:
actually if you watched all the X-Men films ~
this one is actually quite normal....as its nothing new lol
basically its just Wolverine fighting a group of bad guys
and he require some thinking and those stuffs ~
no new mutants/special power also lol ~

oh yes..that Viper?? not quite exciting Lol
just some poison only ~
and peel skin ~ whats the point of peeling her skin? Lol

that Mariko is sure pretty haha
but I think her ability to display emotions is quite weak ~
maybe 'fresh graduate'?? Lol
I mean her face is quite emotionless..
and met Wolverine few days only...and to bed and sex??
its not like those movies like Knight and Day ~ thats different from this

actually why his claws get chopped off?
I have 2 theories haha
1 is story demands it ~
1 is because CGI-ing the adamantium claws to be realistic in obvious-visible view is quite hard haha
so they decided to make it away lol
I know its of course adamantium in comics lol
anyway, maybe in X-Men: Days of Future Past (2014) when he get back to past, he'll get his adamantium again ~ or he just went back to his body in the 70s ~ so its Adamantium ~

dont think this film will gross very high at the box office
maybe just around $300 mil
overall I give 6.5/10

actually I'm hoping that Pacific Rim (2013) will be good enough at box office for the studio to green-lit a sequel ~ at very good film..but its under performing at box office :(


01:58 am

Wednesday
31 July 2013

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

[Wednesday 27 March 2013]

darn I'm gone for so longggggggg from this bloggg lol
okkk ~

since last post,
been busy coding Web Design assignment Part B
duhh code a lot ~ 

and vaiours english test ~
the IELTS ~ 
reading, writing, listening, speaking ~

and finally the exam for the AAMS2613 Probability and Statistics..
darn I'm confident that I could pass it..
after chi fung taught me a lot...
then the paper...omg....
no confidence to pass it :(
shit man....

anyway, gonna move to new house soon -->> Pv 15 ~!
gonna stay in small room...rent out 2 rooms
today a potential tenant took confirmed the room ~
so its 1 down and 1 to go ~!

and brothers went Phuket trip with mom ~
so I'm 'I Am Legend' until Friday ~!
darn so boring..so sienz lol
nothing to do...
at least hang out with friendz? :( 
lol

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oh and just purchase a Abuden T-shirt and Abuden hand bands ~ 
oh and recently the kiyomi videos so popular in facebook lol -.- 

Sunday, March 3, 2013

ops [Saturday 02 March 2013]

03 March 2013
Sunday
02:55am

#45

another weekend ~~
phoooowwww ~
been some day ~
quite some day!!
damn ~!

I forgot to register for resit...damn it >.< =[
I'm so worried now..about future...
this sem so free...and final exam only 1 sub..
yet I forgot to register.....arrhhhhhhh!!!!

no choice...but to wait for next sem onwards....
hopefully I can cope with it...hope...

quite some normal days...
last last week rush html assignment ~
this week html test ~
not bad...still ok

so weird now my posts...
suddenly I have this thought, that I shouldn't have done few things in the past....
but...what done is done..I can reverse it..but I dont think so I will..let it sit for now..

been playing a lot of StarCraft II Heart of the Swarm lately.. :p
a lot...until sleep late wake late..ops ~
well..like I said last month...after retiring/quit from it for half a year..
time to go back into the war!! :p

oh and...
Lahad Datu of Sabah is been invaded by some self proclaimed 'Royal Army' blablabla, something Sulu Sultanate ~
history stuffs...has been a stand-off since Feb 9th ~
God bless those army and commandos..God speed :)
as they going to risk their lives to protect this country..
Good Luck

03:06am

Sunday
03 March 2013

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

~~~!!! [Monday 25 February 2013]

26 February 2013
Tuesday
12:08am

#44

another week!
a lot of stuff happened!! again ! haha
either I dont have time to blog or I totally forgotten about it! ops! >.<

well ~
I have a fear of getting fail in english and geting bar in maths :( T_T
because of absent :( duh duh duh
I hope better not..I dont wish to repeat...

have I said I'm gonna move soon?
I'm gonna move soon..leaving pv5 ~
to other places..still got few choices in mind ~
anyway I'm just a follower ~ haha
depends on yung and hoong ~

and last week rushed the assignment! duh ~
web design assignment lol ~ sketch ~
soon gonna start coding ~ duhhh
gonna be so pek cek >.<

if you said you care about me,
then why did you unfriend me?
fear of letting me see what I'm not supposed to see?
please, this is Facebook -_-

"All the lies and pain you put me through, I know now that your love was never true" - Francine Chair

12:15am

Tuesday
26 February 2013

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

ops [Monday 18 February 2013]

19 February 2013
Tuesday
12:05am

#43

looks like I've been away for a quite long time ~ haha
many stuffs have happened ~
Chinese New Year ~
Valentine's Day ~
Trip so USS ~
:)

yepp
had fun at those events ~
:D :D :D
suddenly I'm lazy to type =.=

damn few stuffs pop into my mind again ~
StarCraft II, Candy Crush
resit subs for this sem, study hard for this sem
Lol ~

today many ppl at Bursary ~ haha lucky I paid my fees last week ~
saw a friend's friend take number
4677, now serving 4263 ~ HAHA

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning." - Albert Einstein

12:12am

Tuesday
19 February 2013

Friday, February 8, 2013

duhh [Thursday 07 February 2013]

08 February 2013
Friday
01:20am

#42

early morning went to college ~
english class ~ not bad...
dont have final exam too..just coursework
that sounds a bit relieved..
then I'll be able to focus more for resit subs...
hopes hopes..

oh yea..the sem 2 exam results released on Tuesday..
the results were just as I expected...well...
as usual..more efforts required...
I have reasons...logical reasons...anyway..well..

well today goes normal ~
the web design class ~
learnt more ~ assignments...shyt!! hahaha
hope can do it before due date.. ~ >.<
as my group members..dont konw whether they reliable or not Lol >p<

dismissed around 3pm ~
think for a while..
went back home  ~
just doing nothing ~
eating snacks ~ usual chores ~ laundry ~
nothing ~ just nothing ~

Chinese New Year coming soon...

anyhow..this video exists on the desktop here quite some time already..
but I never actually went in to it...and just now I did..
and it was beautiful...true...sad... :')
about a relationship..

*link to the video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY

it made me cry..just like many other people did...
but...be true...accept reality...
continue living..

"Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore. It's just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself." - Deborah Reber

01:35am

Friday
08 February 2013

Thursday, February 7, 2013

late [Wednesday 06 February 2013]

07 February 2013
Thursday
12:13am

#41

been waking up late ~ Lol duhhh
Monday is the 1st day of sem 3 ~
woke up late lol and missed the 1st class of english..ops nvm ~ >.<
not bad too that day...
then at night 'slept early' ops ~
but a very bad sleep...I mean not a good sleep >p<
woke up few times...that what what condition again ~ duhhhh
morning woke up ~
prepped ~
went to 1st class of Web Design ~
nice ~ I think its easier than C..but its just the beginning now..
dunno will difficult later or not...
same goes with the maths...coz its Statistics and probability stuffs
statistics is easy to learn...probability need more focus...
the good news is that web design wont have a final exam...
just coursework and practical..ok even ~

english haven experience yet...tomorrow will ~
today suppose to have maths lecture and tutorial..
but I slept late..and in the end lazy to go for tutorial..lol ~
arghhh whatever >.< beginning should be easy to learn rite?
see status from groupmate also know.. Lol >.< ~

looks like this sem 3 gonna be busy..
a non-stop 7 week of works ~
assignments, test and others  ~
as it is a short sem and everything gets doubled up ~

"I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed." - Michael Jordan

12:35am

Thursday
07 February 2013

Monday, February 4, 2013

its back! [Sunday 03 February 2013]

04 February 2013
Monday
02:21am

#40

yesterday slept around 8am Lol !!
well I couldn't sleep at all ~ very energetic..and awake! Lol
so stayed awake ~ and finally slept ~
and woke back up around 11-12pm ~
just a mere couple hours ~
got back up ~ and hoong's waiting jor ~ Lol!!
gonna go Low Yat to collect my S3 ~

finally after like 20 minutes done ~ haha
sorry for waiting bro! >.<
went to see pv15 units ~ not bad..not bad at all ~
and brunch ~
and traffic congestion to low yat ~ opsss
finally reached low yat around 3pm ~
went to Samsung Service Center ~ waited
finally..collected my S3 ^_^

happy :D
walk walk around it then ~
bought the converter for the home's laptop ~ its old..but at least its still normal ~
then went off ~ dinner time ~
continued drove around looking for house to let ~
still..I prefer pv15 >p<
went back home ~

tomorrow(Monday) starts semester 3.....
and Tuesday get exam results...uhhhh
sure suck :(

"Know how to live the time that is given you" - Dario Fo

02:36am

Monday
04 February 2013

Saturday, February 2, 2013

Hot [Friday 01 February 2013]

02 February 2013
Saturday
12.59am

#39

funny thing ~
at Ipoh, when I wake up (by alarm), its around 11am ~
then I close my eyes and continue sleep...
its goes on very fast and next thing I know..its around 1-3pm lol ~
but here...
same thing..except time kinda 'pass' so slow here lol ~
I wake I sleep, its 11am, then 11.10am..then 11.20am and so on..
lol ~ so opposite haha

anyway ~ after woke up ~ prepped ~ normal stuffs ~
fuyoh today roommate bring his gf (I think so) since morning to evening lol ~
normally since afternoon, perhaps because today is holiday ~
duhhh makes me feel I'm dry hahahha xD
they...they....so nice...

and weather kinda hot today >p<
reorganized my closet and table...much nicer and neater now..
spent hours...required thinking and sweat lol ~ >.<
anyway its done ~ satisfied with me :)

didn't had lunch today ~ or brunch ~ Lol
just had cereals ~
and str8 dinner ~
at pv7 ~ haha looks like workers there dont recognize me liao ~
haha nothing also ~

was kinda boring too today...no ppl to chat >.<
and I found out something...congratulations :)
wish you all the luck in the world bro :D
thinking what should I do tomorrow(Saturday)? >p<
swimming? Lol jogging?

again..I felt myself dry Lol :p

"Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life." - Leo Buscaglia

01:09am

Saturday
02 February 2013

Friday, February 1, 2013

backed ~ [Thursday 31 January 2013]

01 February 2013
Friday
02:08am

#38

lol at around 10.30 ~ haha
prepped up, yesterday midnight packed so much stuffs ~
like going to move house haha ~
anyway ~ today continued final pack ~
then went to CIMB bank ~
to open accounts ~ for future use...
the future is coming...
>p<

after brunch ~ around 3.30-4pm took off ~
str8 to highway and to the destination ~
mum got what what session with Hoong at 1 of Joey Yap's place ~
only few number of ppl showed up ~ and no lights haha ~
the session got rescheduled ~ lol
anyway ~ had dinner at what what restaurant ~

learnt of news >p<
about dad, about Hoong (further info)
well..this is the future my friend...
and get some options of future plans ~
time to live up to the real world...gotta strive to live..
went to KL sentral for a while ~

then finally back to PV5 ~ after 3 weeks ++
almost 1 month le still haha ~
unpacked so much stuffs >.<
got a headache ~ ouch!!
gosh...I been thinking a lot againnnnnn ~
duhhhhhhh

"The future depends on what you do today." - Mahatma Gandhi

02:24am

Friday
01 February 2013

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Dye [Wednesday 30 January 2013]

30 January 2013
Wednesday
03:35am

#37

got up around 10.30am...then sleep-wake cycle until around 12pm lol ~
and prepped ~ usual routines ~ brunch ~
bed sheets..hang clothes...keep clothes....
lol =3=

around 2pm took off ~
went laundry ~
went to PB atm to withdraw money ~
duhh very hot even out a while >p< ~
almost around 2.30pm...figured that
if go to city there...will be late.. >.<
did some thinking..and final call..
went to Chilli 2 :D

arggg haven been here for like 10 months liao..lol ~
past 10 months also went to Lemonde only..lol
maybe its time to change..lol ~ its 2013 after all ~ haha
funny thing is..always sure 1 person outside sitting..
then suddenly pop out few more ppl from inside ~ haha
like all stuff in it ~ lol

dye a colour that I forgot what name also ~ Lol haha -,-
but not bad...the colour ~ not bad at all ~
and blablablablabla ~
very tough time to decide what colour that time haha >.<
forgot how long it last ~
bought shampoo and conditioner and hair spray too
total up 364 ~ wow highest paid I ever made lol ~
the dye cost 108 for my hair ~

the 'Mandy' if I'm not mistaken or hear wrong lol
lol she promote the products so efficient haha ~
'ah ling' too lol ~ thumbs up x)
they can be a tag team haha ~
ah ling kinda looks like some1..hmmm
anyway cute face lol ssshhhhhhhh ~

finished all ~ went to Poh San to collect dinner ~
and went back home ~
ate ~ and nothing else ~
just StarCraft II WoL for the rest of the night ~
boringg...not happening lol ~

opssyy later going back KL le ~
last minute pack hahaha ~ packed so much lol
like going to war ~
the most stuffs is clothes ~ Lol

I love my hair x)
I love my hair's fragrant smell xD
too bad its gonna gone soon ~
I LOVE MY HAIR ('s fragrant smell) :D

again..
"Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it." - Confucius

04:04am

Thursday
31 January 2013

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Clothes [Tuesday 29 January 2013]

30 January 2013
Wednesday
02:09am

#36

past few days also quite nothing ~ Haha
nothing happened, just
wake>eat drink>sleep haha
and other normal routines of coz ~

nothing's going round ~
just downloaded existing music but better quality ~
and organize them ~
and dad gave money to buy clothes for CNY ~
bought many many lol ~

today went Jusco (Aeon Ipoh) to buy clothes ~
buy jor many ~ haha
a new dimension is coming~ Lol haha
deciding what colour to choose is indeed a hard thing ~ haha
also today I dissembled Kian's pc and cleaned them part by part piece by piece ~
duhh he should be lucky haha
made myself dirty ~ etc

Thursday going back KL le ~ my Setapak home ~
Sem 3 is coming~
gonna get my sucked up results soon >p<

"All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

02:1
Wednesday
30 January 2013

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Oh xxxx [Saturday 26 January 2013]

27 January 2013
Sunday
02:36am

#35

lol ~ got up early around 12pm...but ended up sleeping back and dream..lol
until like..around 2:45pm...LOL ~~ haha
dream of weird stuffs...lol ~
had brunch ~ then just internet...only ~
nothing else ~ evening dinner ~ internet ~
astro internet astro internet ~
ate lots of snacks too today ~
duhhh just couple days going unhealthy only..wont kill me right? Lol >.<

couple days ago I was told I was gonna go back to KL on 31st of January ~
all along I thought that day was a Friday..Lol ~
until I discovered today that it was a Thursday....
and I was like...omg!! oh fuq!! oh shyt!! Lol ~
a day earlier could ruin my plans ~ haha
but I got no plans lar ~ just waiting to go and dye my hair haha ~
never told anyone of my change ~ not anyone..yet ~ Lol

"Beauty is in the heart of the beholder." - H. G. Wells

02:43am

Sunday
27 January 2013

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Corn [Friday 25 January 2013]

26 January 2013
Saturday
03:20am

#34

got up around 11am.. ~
lol was gonna drive out ~ but too bad no car :(
lol some more yesterday confirmed to hoehoe I today fetch him tim =.=
had lunch ~ kian went out ~ so no car >.<
until 2pm ~ lol
then around 2:50pm was gonna go out after some discuss with hoehoe ~

went out ~ took a wrong turn =,=
ended up into the town streets -.- so freaking traffic jam =.=
stucked in jam for like 1 hour =.=
after 30 min adi told hoehoe next time le =.= lol
ps sorry -,-
duhhh ~ damn my leg tired la -,- jam so long ahhh lol

in the end ~ went to LemonDe saloon ~ the usual place for me to have haircut :D
did the what what style ~ Lol commonly known as 'corn' (direct translation) ~
those zig zag zig zag de rebonding ~ Lol
haha ~ even the stylist now say I kinda look like a korean =.=
after did it ~ was quite not suit my face >p<
ah nvm ~ accept reality hahhaha ~
gotta prepare..as people gonna call me 'lala zai' ~ Lol
my hair only ma ~ Lol not my personality

at night wanna go out de ~ but no plan lol
and raining some more...nvm lar then ~
wow rain quite long..hours and hours ~

"Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself." - Leo Tolstoy

03:28am

Saturday
26 January 2013

Friday, January 25, 2013

Hansel [Thursday 24 January 2013]

25 January 2013
Friday
03:22am

#33

non-stop woke up by hoong lol ~
he came back yesterday ~
until 11am I finally woke up myself :p
prepped up ~ went brunch ~
then 1st time drive hoong hahaha ~
then went beacon point ~ blackcurrant-apple juice for me ~ not baddd
back home ~ hoong went back ~

internet internet internet internet until evening ~
dinner ~ then astro, newspaper ~
what a 'boring' day hahaahaha ~
then at night went Jusco(Aeon Ipoh) ~
oh my..round round so many rounds to find parking slot...
hate it ~ >.<
then finally get a slot ~
watch 'Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters' (2013) ~ not baddd
but dialogues quite 'not good' and story a little bit too predictable ~ haha
finished then just went back home ~ arhh so early lol ~
earliest time I ever went out and back ~

planning to cut my hair..maybe tomorrow(Friday)..or Saturday ~
wanna dye my hair too ~ haha..seriously lol

"Nobody makes movies bad on purpose." - Roland Emmerich

03:33am

Friday
25 January 2013

Thursday, January 24, 2013

not-ing~ [Wednesday 23 January 2013]

24 January 2013
Thursday
02:37am

#32

I dunno ~ maybe around 1pm? Lol
duhh not 'moving' these couple days ~ haha
save money lor ~ :p
had brunch then internet ~
went to Tesco Ipoh to buy stuffs for CNY ~
and some fabric materials also ~
then around 6pm went out with mum n kian ~
fetch auntie 'kim' and 'sandy' ~ Lol
had dinner at blablabla ~
then went Aeon Station 18 ~

walked around ~ bought fabric again ~
then watch movie ~
'The Impossible' (2013) ~ a movie about the 2004 tsunami ~
not bad...not bad..
makes me a little worry about tsunami next time I visit those areas that were hit ~ lol
>.<

"Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated." - Confucius

02:45am

Thursday
24 January 2013

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Hmm Lol [Monday-Tuesday 21-22 January 2013]

23 January 2013
Wednesday
01:23am

#31

well on Monday nothing big ~ lol
but I remember getting up afternoon 2pm hahaha ~
nothing much on that day ~ took a nap ~
and at night went out for movie alone haha ~
'The Last Stand' (2013) ~~ finished watched went go Inet ~
and then went to Gunung Rapat's Old Town (24 hour) at midnight around 1am lol ~
to chat with WengLoon ~ spent 3.5 hours chatting with him ~ Lol
until around 4.45am only reach back home ~ lol
the latest time I ever went back to reach home ~
and finally slept around 6am >p<

and then today around 12pm wake up jor ~
nothing much too today ~ afternoon after brunch just internet ~
internet internet internet internet internet internet ~
then sweep and mop the floor lol ~
and clean up the comp table..ahh ~ so clean now ~ thanks to me haha :p
then evening dinner ~ went to Hakkaido Japanese Cuisine ~
eat eat eat ~ finished then home ~
internet internet and tv ~
then went out to pasar malam ~
but too bad today rained ~ 80% of the stalls closed ~
:(
but at least a few still open ~ just buy whatever can ~

so its supper ~ and bought nice burger also ~
eat eat eat ~ weeshhh fat le >.<
tv tv tv (Astro) ~ wwe raw :p
and internet ~

saw some videos on the web ~
ops...suddenly I miss the feeling of kissing a girl ~
suddenly I feel like want to kiss a beautiful nice girl ~ Lol hahaha
well it wont be soon and will be long..long lol ~ perhaps...
or I just gonna go like in the video hahahaha ~ like Adrian ~

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love." - Stendhal

01:36am

Wednesday
23 January 2013

Monday, January 21, 2013

Ipoh Mali [Sunday 20 January 2013]

21 January 2013
Monday
03:32am

#30

morning call at 5.30 n 6am lol ~ haha by dad ~
final prep n ready ~
check-out and breakfast ~
rode the van-cab to airport ~
took like an hour..nap ~
at airport just wait ~ for the time to come ~
bought some notebooks, chains ~
board flight routines ~
and boarded the flight ~
funny when the pilot says the words on my shirt (I ♥ Phuket, Thailand) lol ~
its a v-neck shirt ~
I was like..oh no! once I'm back Malaysia, I'll be considered gay!! haha Lol
(Malaysia Education Ministry stuffs)

flight...took a nap again ~ reached KLIA ~
welcome back..selamat kembali ke tanah air ~ lol
I'm back! ~ wait time again...ate burger king ~
wait for the YoYo bus to come ~
it was late for 15-20 minutes ~ Lol
in bus ~ back home ~
nap again ~ took like 3 hours to reach our destination ~

back Ipoh ~ yung came fetch ~
back home...finally? I dunno lol
went back out for dinner ~ at "mushroom stop" Lol (direct translation haha)
backed home ~ unpack everything, a while only haha ~
then nothing liao ~ just..
keep reading/checking Scuba Diving out over the web ~
and in Malaysia ~ looks ok..whlar whlar whlar >.<
oh and friend with Candy liao :)

uploaded some photos to facebook too ~
the photos of me during the Trapeze ~ gonna upload couple of it tomorrow(Monday) ~
Goku hairstyle..Lol ~ hahahaha
arhh damn today my hands so itchy >o<
these red swelled points >p< ishhhh annoying

I have no aim now ._.
lol next 10 days also what to do..just stay here and 'rot' haha ~
hope I can keep in touch with y'all my friends :)

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning." - Albert Einstein

03:49am

Monday
21 January 2013

Sunday, January 20, 2013

Sea Kayak [Saturday 19 January 2013]

20 January 2013
Sunday
02:36am [Malaysia]
01:36am [Thailand]

#29

got up around 8.45am by morning call by mum ~
slept..then again at 9.15am ~
then breakfast ~
after breakfast then go ride the van-cab waiting for us ~
then went to the what what pier ~
crapp the journey took like hours =.=

reached there adi around 1pm ~ Lol
went on boat ~ lost the track of time Lol ~
just waited on boat and ate fruits ~
reached the destination ~ went on to sea canoe ~
finished ~ then back on boat ~ then wait for next destination again ~
went on 4 caves ~

did the Thai culture about the floating "lantern"..
that it will leave all bad luck behind and bring in good luck..
made it and it was night already..all dark..
made it float in the 4th and final cave ~ made a wish...
a quite long wish...wish that it will come true..or better..
then know the bioluminescent plankton ~ wow...nice

at night..so dark..cant even see a thing..only lights ~
reached the pier finally...rode the van-cab back to hotel ~
walked on the streets of Patong again ~
to different pharmacy to buy stuffs for dad ~
then back hotel ~ back room ~ packing le..
leaving tomorrow(Sunday) ~ early morning ride cab to airport ~

checked out the Sea Fun Divers blogspot ~ nice..interesting ~
looking forward to it...perhaps in future ~
get to add some of the instructor's facebook too ~ lol haha
damn I'm really into it...maybe its just the temporary things..as usual..

"Know how to live the time that is given you." - Dario Fo

03:20am [Malaysia]
02:20am [Thailand]

Sunday
20 January 2013

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Club Med Check Out [Friday 18 January 2013]

19 January 2013
Saturday
02:25am [Malaysia]
01:25am [Thailand]

#28

slept with the netbook on bed lol ~ and the phone too ~
got up around 8am I think..not sure lol
prepped up ~ went to breakfast ~
after breakfast, then on the Golf ~
dislike it at starting..but quite ok then ~
then went on the Archery :)
Archery is nice :D like a archer ~
finished then went to reception ~
collected photos ~
saw the trapeze guys/girl rehearsal for the show later...

then went for a little lunch ~ hehe
and 1st time that close to a child elephant ~
just realized they got hairs too..and its very hard..lol
after finished everything..check out...
rode a cab to next destination Holiday Inn Express ~
mum dad had issues with the staff lol ~

quite 'boring' here..I mean a lot different compared to Club Med...
no more sounds of waves hitting the shores...
no more people going around...or here there party...a lot quieter here >p<
went on to a nearby restaurant 'Red Pepper Restaurant' to have dinner ~
after dinner ~ dad went back ~
we continued walked on the streets of Patong ~ lots of cool stuffs around...
but all pirated stuffs lol haha ~

walked in 2 shops to buy clothes ~
bought clothes ~ lol funny that girl..smile lol
and funny too the other shop's employee..sociable..sociable lol
walked around the Junceylon too..but a bargaining shopping mall -.-
lol bargain bargain bargain for the price..lol
after finished ~ went back ~ but got lost on the streets of Patong ~ haha
but just mistook a turn ~ so just walk long and got back hotel ~

back hotel le ~ just keep on internet...
checking out the Sea Fun Divers websites...lol
think I got into with scuba diving >p< damn
will it come across my path again in future? at least gotta wait years le..
when I'm working..but long le as it's costly >.<
and trapeze too >p<
have the spirit to continue learning it..doing it ~

round up from peoples that I got to know,
made friend - J.K Woo (Mr. Woo) from Taiwan
didn't made friends..but memories only:
Yukako from Japan..'Picky' from Thailand
Golf - 'Ketut' from Indonesia, 'Guy' from South Africa
Archery - 'John' from Mauritius
Euro Divers+Sea Fun Divers - 'Rob' from Australia, 'Audrey' from Belgium
Trapeze - 'Misaki' from Japan, 'Saya' from Japan, 'Daijiro' from Japan, 'Daniel' from Indonesia, 'Aron' from Korea
Sea Fun Divers - 'Candy' from China

>p< gonna miss y'all...
but especially the Trapeze and Sea Fun Divers T.T

"Experience is the teacher of all things." - Julius Caesar

03:19am [Malaysia]
02:19am [Thailand]

Saturday
19 January 2013

Friday, January 18, 2013

Club Med Day 4 [Thursday 17 January 2013]

18 January 2013
Friday
02:13am [Malaysia]
01:13am [Thailand]

#27

of course ~ early this morning ~ Lol
around 6am clean up and prepped up ~
then breakfast ~ then standby at reception ~
and waited for the pickup ~
and there she comes ~ a diver instructor ~ Lol
mum asked as she was like walking and searching but slowly..kinda cool style actually ~ Lol

ride the van ~ picked up other divers as well from various locations ~
then headed and reached the pier ~
then onboard the boat :)
a little unusual sensation/feelings ~ Lol
but no sea sickness :D
briefing ~ talking ~ she speaks perfect smooth english, she's from China ~ and speaks Thailand as well ~
24 years old lol just asking coz curiosity  ~
enjoyed the cool breeze/wind...very windy..very cool ~
journey took about 1 hour +

reached 1st dive site ~ Racha Noi North point (if I no forgot whether South o North) ~
was kinda naive lol as 1st time do these real things ~
got into water ~ descend ~ descend descend descend ~
swam, looked ~ repeat the steps non-stop ~ haha
finished ~ on surface ~ backed on boat ~
ate fruits ~ ate lunch ~ had the 'Anti-Sea Sickness' pill..just in case lol ~
little briefing again ~suit up ~ back into the water ~
but this time Kian has problem with equalizing the pressure...issues >p<
anyway in the end did it ~ and continued ~

2nd dive site...North point...was kinda nothing to watch lol ~
but I did saw a eel :)
ended ~ back on boat ~
headed back pier ~ got dried up by the wind blowing towards me ~ Lol
reached pier ~ hop on van ~
continued driving diver back to various locations ~
some of them from San Francisco ~ France ~ others dunno ~

backed pier at around 2.45pm~ byebye ~ never got your name =.=
I dunno how to read that cursive writing of yours on the cert of recognition ~
backed room ~ rested a while ~
and I kinda force myself -.-
as I went to trapeze again ~ even though I had not much strength left...
learnt a new trick today..yesterday 'Knee-hang', today 'Plonge' ~
did a few times only...didn't master it to make for the catch ~ issh >.<
well...didn't have much energy to actually lift myself up >p<

the Taiwan friend gave me his business cad haha ~
same Chinese sir name ~ Lol
then went dinner ~ dinner ~
viewed and selected photos to buy...softcopy ~
and watch the show ~ dunno what name ~ Lol
ended and then another show ~ Trapeze!! ~
catch by all those qualified for catch today ~
duh...why not yesterday >.< ishh wasted...
then Saya, Daniel, Daijiro perform ~ Cool :)
ended and backed room ~

duhh ~ badly damaged >.<
jellyfish stings, bruises, cuts, blister >p<
packed up clothes ~
tomorrow(Friday) no go trapeze le...gonna check out :(
byebye trapeze..gonna miss y'all :'(
Misaki, Saya, Daniel, Aron, Daijiro, and Picky :)
should have took picture with you all :(

is there any trapeze in Malaysia? haha then where?
and diving sites too haha ~ gonna miss diving too...
diving and trapeze :)

"Happiness depends more on how life strikes you than on what happens." - Andy Rooney

02:50am [Malaysia]
01:50am [Thailand]

Friday
18 January 2013

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Club Med Day 3 [Wednesday 16 January 2013]

16 January 2013
Wednesday
11:41pm [Malaysia]
10:41pm [Thailand]

#26

same..got up around 8am today.....
prepped ~ breakfast ~
around 9.30am went for snorkeling ~
took like around 10-15mins journey to reach the specific location ~
and snorkel ~ well..
frankly speaking..its kinda boring..lol
coz nothing to watch..lol..very little fish, the coral is like so old and 'dying' colour
lol ~

after finish went back ~ had lunch ~
then around 2pm went to diving office ~
Rob (from Australia) gave basic things and stuffs about diving ~
those equipments ~ etc.
then went to prepped up the diving gears :D
waa the oxygen tank so heavy haha ~ of course it is
then went to the swimming pool for basic training ~

Audrey (from Belgium) as the instructor :)
learnt few techniques  ~ some techniques I learn before during my NS time ~
anyway today learnt..
if lost the regulator, how to find it back ~
if water gets in the regulator, how to expel it out ~
if water gets in the mask, how to expel it out ~
how to equalize the pressure when going deeper, equalize our ears ~
after finished ~ went back office ~
sayyy got my name on the box ~ haha
but 'Ho Goh' =.=
because of first name, middle name, last name those stuffs? lol
went back room ~ rested a while ~

approximately around 4pm went back out ~
went to Trapeze :D
continued my trapeze ~ knee-hang
its actually just the 1st trick in a long list of tricks..lol
got like around 30-40 tricks in total...beginners then intermediate then advanced ~
finally perfected the knee-hang ~
and did the knee-hang catch today!! :D
ya know? the knee-hang and then the other guy catch :D haha
got a cert too :) but just for 1 trick haha
issh tomorrow(Thursday) cant come le..and Friday check ou...
gonna miss this all...Daniel (from Indonesia), Aron (not sure >.<), Saya, and Misaki (both from Japan) :D

then had a drink at the bar ~ went back room ~
then went for dinner at the what what restaurant ~ Lol
lol always see us all hor ~ the australians ~ the taiwanese ~ the japanese ~
eat what what and what what then what what followed by what what ~ Lol
finished went back ~ freshen up ~ gotta sleep earlier today...
as tomorrow gonna wake up early in the morning ~ and gogogo!!

any place to train trapeze or play trapeze in Malaysia??? haha

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love." - Stendhal

12:18am [Malaysia]
11:18am [Thailand]

Thursday
17 January 2013

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Club Med Day 2 [Tuesday 15 January 2013]

16 January 2013
Wednesday
02:07am [Malaysia]
01:07am [Thailand]

#25

got up around 8am? not sure lol -_-
anyway ~ prepped up ~
had breakfast ~
went for the briefing ~
and took a nap -.- lol
mum went to learn to make cocktails..lol
napped like almost couple hours...lol

then had a little lunch..but I didn't eat ~
then went to have scuba diving beginner's step 1 training ~ Lol
using the oxygen stuffs and stuffs ~
ok for me ~ no problem :)
then back room ~ dried up by using the hair-dryer =3=
then back out to what what restaurant to have a little tea time lol

and then ~ went to Trapeze ~
learnt the basics ~ then keep on doing it...
think I like it... :D
then registered for the scuba diving ~
on what what island..lol on Thursday ~
tomorrow (Wednesday) gonna further train for the diving ~

then had dinner ~ and watched the mini club med show ~ Lol
kids/childrens perform ~
then the what what show ~
got those trapeze experts? perform :)
and other stuffs ~
but so hot =.= and keep on give the mosquito sting -.-

2 times already..people mistook me for a Japanese boy -.-
lol once on yesterday when the employee greet me with Jap language ~
and today when the waitress explain the Jap language menu to me -,- ~ Lol
nvm hahaha ~ anyway ~ lots of foreigners here wow
French, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Indonesian ~

looking forward to scuba diving ~
and can't wait to get on to trapeze again :)
great is great..these activities..nice for me..
but I wish it could have happened for me with someone else that I wish..

"A lie can travel half way around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes." - Charles Spurgeon

02:22am [Malaysia]
01:22am [Thailand]

Wednesday
16 January 2013

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Phuket, Thailand [Monday 14 January 2013]

15 January 2013
Tuesday
02:59am [Malaysia]
01:59am [Thailand]

#24

wheesshhh.. ~
today got up around 8am ~ then prepped ~
luggage ~ blablabla stuffs ~
around 9am went to breakfast ~
around 10am ride YoYo bus to KLIA [Kuala Lumpur International Airport]
took a nap inside the bus ~ reached there around 1pm ~

do the things ~ about the flight ticket ~ Lol
then had lunch at Eden there ~
wow..haven't been there (KLIA) for like...half a decade..
last time here was 2008 January for Beijing flight..
after lunch was only like 3.30pm...
so went to pharmacy..bought some stuffs..those stuffs ~

waited at the departure hall ~
around 4.30pm went to the departure gate ~
there you go ~ funny thing as my gate is G6...
its like...now I'm feeling so fly like a G6 ~ Lol hahaha
plane came..boarded ~ and just sit tight and wait ~
lol like 1st time ride plane =3= well half a decade didn't ride plane liao ~ lol
arggg the view so nice ~ xD
nope I dont have air sickness ~ lol, felt little weird only..

reached there ~ usual airport routines ~
then met up with the 'Dash' ? guy..lol
ride his taxi-van ~ to Club Med Phuket ~
sleepy...took a nap..due to heavy traffic..the journey took around 2 hours..for around 30km
(30km according to Kian)
checked-in...nice rooms..but the walkway between the rooms and other stuffs..is like..quite a distance -.-
had dinner ~ backed room ~ and had this issue with Kian =,= whatever

o by the way..my hair smells nice!! haha the toilet shampoo..lol
coincidents...coincidents...
I wonder...I doubt...I think...

"It's always times like these when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me." - Vanessa Carlton

03:20am [Malaysia]
02:20am [Thailand]

Tuesday
15 January 2013

Monday, January 14, 2013

boringg [Sunday 13 January 2013]

14 January 2013
Monday
01:44am

#23

so...until 1pm only..yesssss!!! :p
againnnn nothing much todayyy....
very boring ._.
internet ~ took brunch
internet again...internet internet internet ~

Star Trek...lots of it -.-
read, watch, examine lol

evening had meal ~ but still hungry somehow..lol
thought of going out makan ~ even asked few friends...lol
in the end..didn't go out ~ whoops ~
and Hoong came back ~ just had some foods at home =.=
chocolates..lol ~ cup noodle..lol ~ apple..lol ~

took a while to pack up stuffs for the trip...
tomorrow (Monday) gonna go le...
Hoong fetch us to bus station..then ride YoYo bus to airport...
then around 5pm flyyyyy ~

well actually I don't believe in those quotes..saying nothing is impossible..
ya know..at times..like I ask you to walk on the surface of the Sun now..
it is impossible isn't it? lol well that's me...
but I first time see this quote..lol ~ and I give it a thumbs up

"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!" - Audrey Hepburn

01:53am

Monday
14 January 2013

Sunday, January 13, 2013

eat eat eat [Saturday 12 January 2013]

13 January 2013
Sunday
01:55am

#22

lol ~ the sleep-wake cycle is quite a normal thing now...
until 1.20pm ~ Lol but slept and finally woke at 2.56pm =.=
prepped ~ nothing much today ~
internet internet internet ~ brunch -,-

internet until evening ~
dinner ~ internet =,=
then went Jusco (Aeon Ipoh) to buy swimming bottoms with Kian and mum ~
and 6 box of mandarins ~ wow
home ~ had some foods ~ Lol
actually I thought of watching Jack Reacher agian..lol ~ but nvm hehe
then went supper with Kian and mum at Choy Kee ~ internet again ~ read about the JPJ incident at Ayer Tawar..wow
home again ~ internet a while ~ then watched Astro..quite a while since I watched it..wow

had a bit cake..then cup noodle ~ lol
ate quite a lot today...
then just continue Tv (Astro) ~ watched the 'Shanghai Noon' (2000) ~
and then nothing..just looking and handling old stuffs..haha old things..lots of dust

gotta pack my stuffs tomorrow (Sunday) for the trip le...
actually I think my kidneys got problems =.= these past couple days pain =.=
if apply pressure on them la..
and co-incidently today Kian told me that I will have kidney problem..cause late sleep and eat late night..
ops..makes sense..I'll browse the internet about it for infos..

"The only source of knowledge is experience." - Albert Einstein

02:06am

Sunday
13 January 2013

Saturday, January 12, 2013

chat talk [Friday 11 January 2013]

12 January 2013
Saturday
02:20am

#21

erhem..yeap ~ sleep-wake cycle =3=
but until 1pm only lol ~
prep ~ CK rice (chicken rice..haha) ~
internet -.-
around 3pm went out for Greentown ~
took a wrong path and ended up going extra paths =.=
finally reached there at almost 4pm -_-
Gong Cha ~ (kinda like Chatime, Ochado, Each a Cup etc.)
chat chat chat with HoeHoe and Acron ~  :)

talked about lotz of stuffz ~ lol
gadgets ~ games ~ love ~ girls ~ Lol
around 5.30pm dismiss ~
then went to Thurston's house and fetch him ~
reached there around 6:45pm ~ his mum and his sis home ~ wow haha
then buy dinner for his family -.- (I wanna know his sis!!! XD )

then went Jusco (Aeon Ipoh) ~ againnn lol
this is the 3rd consecutive day..and 3rd consecutive days I went for the cinema watch movie lol ~
bough 'Jack Reacher' (2012) ~ then dinner at KFC there ~
and watched JR ~ quite nice ~ a bit like 'Knight and Day' (2010) lol
but as usual, Tom Cruise is awesome haha, all his humor and serious moves ~

finished watch then went to Gunung Rapat Station One cafe ~ supper!
lol ~ then..we talked about few topics haha ~
erhem...
Sex, Pregnancy, 'Dry', Girls, Girlfriend, Relationship, Condom, Pills
LOL ~
well ~ after all those talking...well.. ~

then dismiss around 1am ~ fetched him home and on my way home then ~
homeeeeee ~ well...just internet ~ nothing else...
actually even though and after those talkings...
still...still....
and it made me think a lot..about the future especially..girls lol

"They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now" - Edna St. Vincent Millay

02:42am

Saturday
12 January 2013

Friday, January 11, 2013

passport, nap, phobia -.- [Thursday 10 January 2013]

11 January 2013
Friday
02:32am

#20

so today woke around 6.50am lol ~ only slept like 2 hours ~ Lol
prepped ~ hakka mee early breakfast lol ~
off to Jabatan Imigresen Malaysia ~
renew passport ~ so fast, very less people ~
reached there, fill in form, take number, less than 30 second, our turn le lol ~
renew for 2 years ~ Rm 100 each (me n Kian)

after thumbprint and blablabla Lol ~ went home ~
Kian went to mechanical shop to repair the car >.<
initially I thought of going with him de, I took went to toilet and he drove off -.-
lol nvm ~ stayed home until around 10am ~
went to back to collect our passport ~ newly done :)

then back home ~ Indo maid came ~
and I took a nap -.- lol
1st time in a long long long time ~ nap until around 3:50pm..
then ate chicken rice ~_~
internet and blablabla etc Lol
dinner around 7pm ~

father went to his room around 7.30pm =3=
I'm so surprised lol ~ last time 8pm..now even earlier =3=
around 8pm went out ~ to Jusco (Aeon Ipoh) ~
took like around 40 mins to get a parking =3= isshhh
luckily still can get the ticket...for the movie
'The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey' (2012) ~
yes I watched this movie many times..as I downloaded it lol ~
but wanna experience it in theater...haha ~

finished movie..went home..
oh and..yesterday's accident left a bit phobia on me =_=
shyt...crapp...damn... >p<
homed ~ internet ~ gonna sleep soon ~ Lol
tomorrow want early wake!! haha
dont wish to enter the sleep-wake cycle again =3=

I wanna talk with you...

"Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe." - Saint Augustine

02:42am

Friday
11 January 2013

Thursday, January 10, 2013

"accident" =3= [Wednesday 09 January 2013]

10 January 2013
Thursday
03:01am

#19

woke up this AFTERNOON around 2:35pm =3=
set alarm at 10am, again ended up the sleep-wake cycle..lol
woke up ~ prep ~ food
then internet ~ nothing much ~
then take photo ~ passport size photos

esshhh my photos look like a woman actually =3=
then didn't have dinner ~ as I'm gonna hang out with Thurston ~
1 year + didn't meet him le ~
fetched him at his home nearby ~ Lol
he gave me his address but I googled map it and its located somewhere,
I went there and ended there a ghostly neighborhood lol creepy freaky
in the end fetch him at nearby ~

dinner at the usual Jusco (Aeon) ~ watched a movie 'CZ12' (2012) ~
not bad...quite good :)
ended ~ fetched him home ~ lives a solitary life..wow
pity him..his house so big..so nice..but live alone..his family stuffs..

as I was out Jusco..and on a stop-turn...I hit a car infront >.<
that P sticker distracted me..haiz...but luckily impact force small only..
but the damage was..well..car driver is a uncle..lucky he was friendly to me...
his car only got a few scratches..but my ride =3= the signal light, the headlight, the bumper
he said he'll get car wash and see tmr if can make it back normal..
he didn't say if cant...just gave him my phone number..
oh my my...only use cellophane tape from Thurston stick the bumper =.=

1st time..since I got my license in 2011..
i'm so moody...like..fuq me..
I'm so so sorry to my brother..my father...haiz...
think back..bad things keep on happen on me...
when is it gonna stop...thought it's gone...left it at 2012...
it followed me..followed me back Ipoh as well...
not a good start for 2013...not a good start for my sem break..
T_T

1 by 1...I've lost what I gained in 2012....
now 2013..started with this...fck mann....
:'( haihhh haizz sigh....

"If you're going through hell, keep going." - Winston Churchill

03:23am

Thursday
10 January 2013

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

2nd Sem.B Begins [Tuesday 08 January 2013]

09 January 2013
Wednesday
02:47am

#18

today thought of waking up early..lol
set alarm at 9am, ended up the wake-sleep cycle again ~
until 1.45pm =3=
woke up, oh fuq -.- so late 
but..I dream again...6th times in 8 day's sleep...

then usual routines ~ got used to so much I forgot that I already prepared to leave today -.-
internet ~ packed all my stuffs...pack pack pack
then went McD Taman Melati's, ATM next door, 
prosperity meal (chicken) for lunch ~ 14.3 -.- just for 1 person..myself..lol
then walk back to pv5 home ~ grab my luggage ~
ride cab to melati lrt station ~ ride lrt to KL central ~

during these time..I think back a lot of things...and a lot of other things...
suddenly felt myself so solitary -.- .... but dont compare me with beggars or people from other country -.-
like I'm 'I Am Legend' ~
reached KL central ~ buy ticket..6pm ~
then had a look at the MPH book fair ~ my my so hot !! 
bought 2 things, a block notepad and a quotes notepad ~ 

then ride train back ipoh ~ 
during the train ride, not sleepy at all ~ 
just watch the Tv there ~ 'Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows' (2011)
damn so lonely =3= no other passenger around me..no one to talk, no one to text...
reached Ipoh around 8.35pm ~
Kian fetch me ~

then went to Ipoh Garden East pasar malam ~ bought 'wo beng' ~
been a long time ~ finally home, not change a bit ~ haha
do those stuffs ~ eat eat eat ~ unpack unpack unpack ~
then watched the movie 'End of Watch' (2012) ~ nice movie...good story..excellent
almost 3am le..gotta sleep soon ~

just gonna accept whatever's coming

"Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough." - T.S. Eliot

03:13am

Wednesday
09 January 2013

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

2nd Sem F.E Over [Monday 07 January 2013]

08 January 2013
Tuesday
01:20am

#17

paused ~
set alarm at 9am, ended up waking-sleeping-waking-sleeping until 11am ~
final revision of Marketing.. + internet ~
ride bus college ~
again final look look at canteen 2 toilet outside..then college hall outside..
and there it goes...final paper for me ~
ABDT 2153 Introduction to Marketing

erm...not very bad..not ok also..lol between them...
but of coz..hope can pass >.<
went to Gk, paid digi postpaid bill ~ 160 lol ~
and feast at Kfc ~ the what what krush sucks..no good!
went back college, went back home ~

and there on..nothing..just nothing ~
sweep floor blablabla ~ nothing to do..
completely empty...alone..lonely...
thought of going back Ipoh on Wednesday..
but now considering to back on Tuesday...
there's nothing here left for me...nothing...

perhaps tomorrow (Tuesday) gonna wake up earlier..
maybe go Gk Kfc for one last feast...and have a walk around..
then gonna head back ~ head to KL central and buy ticket..
then ride train ~ back home ipoh...

hahhhh....exam's over..it's sem break...everyone's happy...
but I don't feel it..I don't have the feel to happy..I'm not...
what I gained in 2012...I lost it in 2012..as well...
just hope 2013..things that I lost...I can get it back..I really wish to..
now..after my scheduled "plan" is done..I have no idea what's gonna happen anyway..
I'm completely aimless for now..but I made my own mission statement lol
still...I still..

"Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase." - Martin Luther King, Jr

01:36am

Tuesday
08 January 2013

Monday, January 7, 2013

notezzz [Sunday 06 January 2013]

07 January 2013
Monday
02:34am

#16

well..still altering ~
today woke up around 11am, then snooze the alarm and again again ~
again the alarm dunno what problem wont off =3=
ended up waking around 1:30pm..
againnn..I dream again...that's 5th time in 6 day's sleep....

usual routines ~ around 4pm started writing notes again ~
gotta study this marketing subject >.<
last paper..tomorrow (Monday)
did headache a while ~ but whatever ~
write write write write...then around 6pm Hoong and sis came ~
around 6.30pm went out for dinner ~
duhh did he purposely ordered my fried rice to be spicy =.=

around 8pm back home ~
continue continue continue ~
memorize memorize memorize ~
then ate supper..cook noodles ~ around 12.15am ~
for the last time..as no more noodles and I'm not planning to buy more..

gonna change my lifestyle again soon...
a little while..
still...still...

gotta go back Ipoh on Wednesday..planned to buy train ticket at Tuesday ~
then gotta renew my passport ~
then meet up with hoehoe them ~
then off to Thailand at 15~20..
and back ~ then I have no plans afterward...aimless in that week..

uhhh tomorrow gonna last paper...must memorize all my needs >.<
good luck to myself

"Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world" - Nelson Mandela

02:47am

Monday
07 January 2013

Saturday, January 5, 2013

notesss [Saturday 05 January 2013]

05 Janaury 2013
Saturday
06:13pm

#15

well...altering ~
had 2 paper on Friday ~
AEMS 2032 Hubungan Etnik  and AAMS1423 Calculus and Algebra ~
didn't had enough time to study for HE...got study bit..but sleepy -.-
thought of napping a while..but can't..sleep deep le..
and dream..lol woke up almost late!! rush a bit and went for it ~
did it..not really bad..hope can pass it..don't wish to resit again =.=

then went CITC and revise calculus with others ~
revise revise revise..learned many..but don't know why no confident.. :(
haizzz...and calculus paper...stuffs that I know are quite different or didn't came out...
gonna fail again haiz....haizzzz....sure resit this paper again..
finished went home ~ last paper on Monday ~ marketing!!

'friend' back lol ~
next up, marketing paper, ipoh, passport photo, passport, meet up with bros, meet up with cousin ~
then thailand..and so on ~
enjoyed that sleep :)
dream again...4th time in 5 day's sleep..in 2013..

this morning..woke at around 11..lol
alarm woke me ~ yung went out ~ and somehow my alarm like 'hang' jor -.-
can't off it ~ Lol ~ slept back ~ and finally woke back at 1:45pm ~
usual routines ~ gonna start revise marketing soon ~
watched back 'Taken 2' (2012)..

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney

06:34pm

Saturday
05 January 2013

Friday, January 4, 2013

erm? [Thursday 03 January 2013]

04 January 2013
Friday
12:19am

#14

erm...hiiii ~ Lol
well...I'm being spontaneous now.. ~
so on Tuesday night, tried to study PIS..but couldn't..
at that night..I cried..againn..gosh..
couldn't even study a bit...then only can memorize a little..and little
ate supper and felt sleepy...just slept then around 4.30am...until 7am...
dafuq...no time to study liao....
head to college...final look at the notes..
AACS1143 Principles of Information Systems

after finish..guess what..I was like...fck..
99% sure gonna fail...haiz...gotta resit again..hope next sem can resit and pass it..
then had lunch at TBR, and had Calculus revision at CITC with Chi Fung teaching..thanks
he taught me a lot!! really thanks!! :)

was gonna go again today..but complications -.-
just as I went down and head to bus stop..I forgot that I was wearing slipper -.-
and just as I was heading to the bus..the bus just goes away without waiting me..
and I was like....fuq whatever...and went to 99 Speed Mart to shop..
did some chores and others ~ dinner went to eat at GK with Hoong ~
and ate Chau Tau Fu at pasar malam Sri Rampai ~

gonna start my revision later..
gotta revise my HE and Calculus..
2 paper incoming...
goshhh...I hope I won't sleepy again....
HE at morning, Calculus at afternoon ~

"Failure is success if we learn from it." - Malcolm Forbes

12:28am

Friday
04 January 2013

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

well.. [Tuesday 01 January 2013]

01 January 2013
Tuesday
10:19pm

#13

erhem..first of all
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
it's 2013 !!!! 2012 is no more!!

so what has happened? absented for couple days...was I too busy? too 'party'?
the answer is....no....
so..where shall I begin with?
let's go with the good 1st
yesterday ~ 31 December 2012
went to countdown with VegeFruit group ~
Erina, Mango, Samantha, Sheryn, Caryn, Potato and me ~
1st went to Sam's house ~ gathered up with others then hit the road to Ah Ma tongsui ~
and bought snacks and drinks and alcohols too ~
packet couple of it and went to Prima's swimming pool side to countdown ~
man I was so 'rush' to drink the alcohol...guess I forgot the fact about it..
if you drink it fast..you'll get drunk faster
compared to those that drinks more but slower ~
and so I was kinda little drunk..lol but seriously I'm fine -.-
they so worried that I lost control ~ Lol I'm still in control and fine ~
at the end went to Sam's house to overnight ~

after we reach Sam's house...I already felt it coming and I vomited on the front-right gate floor..
of course felt a lot better after vomiting..went to the toilet for couple minutes..

today woke up at Sam's house around 11pm..I slept at around 6am again..lol ~
woke up..not long then gotta go home le ~
backed home didn't do anything but internet ~
tomorrow Principles of Information Systems..yet I still didn't study anything ~
lol later gonna study..it will be a sleepless night again ~
dinner with Yung at dunno what mamak place like de lol ~
gonna start study soon..

"Come live in my heart, and pay no rent." - Samuel Lover

10:58pm

Tuesday
01 January 2013